February 2012
8 posts
I've been too busy to realize...
that I’m lonely.
So I have this... thing against Star Wars.
As is the case with most girls. I've never felt the need or desire to watch the movie, and for some reason it's Justin's favorite movie and he's been trying to get me to watch it for over a year. I tried to watch once, and I fell asleep 3 times throughout the movie (Episode IV, I believe?). But for some reason, today I kind of feel like I want to watch it.
Me: ... I have a slight urge to watch Star Wars today. -___-
Justin: ... who are you? And why do you have Izzy's phone?
Lolz.
Genuinely curious...
As to how much time it took / how much they paid Matthew Broderick to convince him to do that spin of “Ferris Bueller’s Day Out” for that CR-V commercial.
Hmm.
“The difference between a successful person and others is not a lack of strength,...”
– Vince Lombardi (via creatingaquietmind)
January 2012
40 posts
CrazyStupidMe.
Pretty much how I’ve been feeling for the past week.
Actually, throw in stressed and overwhelmed, and then it’s head on.
I really, really, REALLY hope that everything will come together.
Soon.
Can’t seem to get myself out of this funk.
I mean, I got what I asked for, right?
So why do I feel so down & antisocial?
It kind of feels like I’ve hit some kind of brick wall in my life, even though I have a lot of stuff I need to get a move on, like applying for jobs and other grad school programs.
I just want to curl up into a ball until my ankle is healed so I can go out...
Unhappy.
Or unsatisfied.
Either way, I don’t like myself.
I’m unmotivated, jealous, and the worst part is…
I don’t seem to really care.
=)
“So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the...”
– Into the Wild, Jon Krakauer
(as a side note, I have never agreed with a book more on the matter of life and how we should live it)
Big Day.
Heading out to Alpha Phi Omega Region X Conference for the first time - can’t wait to see what’s it’s like compared to Sectionals!
Gonna get my last LEADS Course done - that means I’ll have all five now! (Launch, Explore, Achieve, Discover & Serve, woooo!)
The 49ers have a playoff game today, hence the reason I am not decked out in my APO letter gear like I normally...
December 2011
15 posts
Time to kick it into high gear.
1 paper down. 1 more paper to go. Plus a grad school application. And 2 literary reviews.
I can get it all done tonight… right?
Can't bring myself to do any of the work I need to...
I really do work best under pressure, I guess.
Doesn’t help that I’m all packed and all that’s left for me to do are these stupid papers/reviews.
After doing an outline for each paper, I think I’ll just turn in for the night and start the actual writing tomorrow.
It’s too late for me to come up with anything good right now anyway.
G’night.